A Letter Beyond Death
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Dear Adrian Emmanuel,
This is what the Googs says your name means:
The name Adrian is of Latin origin, meaning "from Hadria," an ancient town in northern Italy that also gave its name to the Adriatic Sea. Popularized by Roman Emperor Hadrian, it signifies strength, leadership, and a connection to the sea, with occasional associations with "rich" or "dark" from Greek or Venetic roots.
Emmanuel is a Hebrew name meaning "God with us," derived from Hebrew elements im (with), anu (us), and el (God). It holds significant religious meaning, appearing in the Bible as a prophecy for Jesus Christ, symbolizing divine presence, and is a popular name in many cultures with variations like Manuel and Emmanuelle, often shortened to nicknames like Manny or Manu.
That’s one powerful name, my dude. I never knew ya. But I think I’m in love with your sister. So hey, I hope you’re okay with what I’m doing with your memory.
“Roar baby girl, roar.” I hear an encouraging whisper from a coach.
It’s 8:41pm on January 24th, 2026. It has been 14 days since you died. Two whole weeks! No one who knew you and loved you will ever be the same again. Not to shame you or anything, but we be learning some hard ass lessons since you left.
After you left, a riot erupted… Your death caused waves where you were. We’re catching the aftershock of the earthquake that happed when your soul decided it could no longer inhabit a lesser model. You need high tech, baby. You’re the god of your own reality and I have a working theory that your soul figured that out. I think you reached the Siddhi of Gate 60 <Click here to see notes on this energetic gate*** Link Coming Soon***> and your soul literally transcended this life so it could have an upgraded body to perform your next soul’s evolution. Upgrade time!
Anyway,
There’s no cause to your death. You just kinda poofed on outta here. And we’re all wondering what’s next. Your body is still sitting in a freezer at this moment. Sorry to sound blunt and harsh. But I don’t experience death the same way as most because I have the ability to perceive you on the other side… If I stop blocking that gift out of fear then maybe I can help your sister get your big ol’ “This is Gold” plan you keep whispering to her about. All she sees is you rubbing your hands together with this big goofy shit eatin’ grin on your face saying, “This is gold. This is gonna be good.” Then she’s getting others saying “We’re setting you free.”
Those are kinda cryptic, but I can sense the bigger picture from over here.
The grief has been moving in waves through your sister. Today is anger. I don’t know much about the grief cycle, but I’ve seen waves that have crippled her. That have made her goofy. Moments when she laughs while remembering the good times. Others that have made her just need to move and go. I’ve seen the deepest depths of mourning I’ve ever witnessed. Ones that would give movies a run for their money.
She is definitely surrendering to her emotions in this. She just goes into the depths of them. And then eventually comes up for a deep gulp of air. And then she goes back down to learn some more. Every time she leaves to the depths of her oceans to search for the unknowable in the wreckage of her underworld she comes back new. Changed. Like what she’s seen cannot be explained, but only experienced for someone to truly understand her. So I just listen to her stories of her dives. That’s all I can do at this point. Until I got the awesome idea to promote myself so I can better this whole situation.
If I have a hard time doing it for myself, why not do it for someone else. Maybe your cause is great enough for me to step outside my protective shell so I can finally get something going immediately that might benefit me in the long run once our initial goal of funding your funeral is met.
Great news! We’ve raised, $841… Next news… your plot alone costs $3000, not to mention all the extras. Soooo… The mortuary system is a money corporation. And they’re poisoning our grounds. Yup… but I bet you already knew that.
This is why I would love to be turned into a tree. Give my body back to the earth. Let my energy return to her, because she’s lent me so much of hers. Thank you, Gaia, for giving me a home in this incarnation.
Through Gate 60, which you have consciously and unconsciously in your root center, you have the ability to see into systems… like you have x-ray eyes for the truth of how things should be run. Once you see into the ultimate illusion of time and gravity, you become a walking miracle. Gate 60 just moved through transit and stayed active for 5-6 days. I think this transit spontaneously activated a kundalini awakening because you’re going through your Saturn return. And I think your soul exited your body when you reached the Siddhi of Gate 60 which is Justice. The ultimate justice is recognizing that systems and organizations that bind you and prevent you from looking into them will eventually die. Just like our bodies are riddled in structures through our dna, we are stuck in certain patterns that have to be evolved out of our bodies. I think your soul leveled up to like… let’s say 1000… for even just a split second and that electric shock to your system opened up a portal into the great unknown. And in the process it made your body non-functioning for another soul to operate. So now we have to lay him to rest.
But guess FUCKING WHAT, You… ARE A GOD. Your name says it. And you got the whole picture right before you died. So now you get to make something of yourself in your new incarnation. In a way that the system that held you bound could no longer provide. You learned what you were required to and then… poof. Happy for you. Sad for us. It’ll be okay. Nothing will ever be the same again. But you graduated this Earth School, and that’s damn cool!
This is where I call you in. Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen, Adrian Emmanuel Kordell McCleary, I call you in. Teach me your master plan. And give me the strength to carry it forward. Let me help your sister understand. And give me bravery and strength like the little Leo I am, and help me roar.
Sending you your sister’s love, and some stacked on top from me… I didn’t even know ya, but from how your sister talks about you. Damn… She thought the world of you. Thanks for being you.
Maybe I’ll get to know you through our channelings. Time to unlock some superpowers myself,
Thanks in Advance,
Jordan Lee
If you’d like to help us raise money for his funeral please go here https://gofund.me/364eeb519
I am also offering any of my Artistic Surrenderings in exchange for help raising money for his funeral and then eventually his cause. Just go to my services page https://www.artisticsurrender.com/services-store to book.
Thanks for all your help!
